i haven't seen my kids for 4 months,i can see them every other week,but i can't find the courage to go and face my soon to be ex wifes family!! i'm really worried to see or here about someone else in her life&my babies.i can bearly talk to them over the phone with out holding back the tears and the life i use too have.i know it would be best for the kids,for me too see them but i'm lost and confused,hurt,scared.any help or advise i would love too hear!!!thanks