You don't have to go STAY at a shelter. Just call them and talk on the phone, or stop by and ask for information. You don't even have to give your name. Regarding your comment about your being strong---I don't doubt for a moment you are more than capable for the task that lies before you.

I commend you for your resolve in deciding what you want and sticking to your proverbial guns. Sometimes it helps to actually sit down and write out the reasons why you are doing something. So, when the going gets rough, and you are tempted to lose sight of your goal, take out the paper and read it and reminds yourself of all the reasons whatever you are attempting to do is good and positive in your life.

I wish you the best.